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And so it is. This, the beginning of that which has already begun, is a united venture that calls to the heart of each of you. And what are you called to do? Who are you called to be? Where will the calling take you? All that you can imagine is but a fraction of what is. You, as I am, are here to represent the heavens, to give voice to truth so that all who hear with pure hearts can find comfort in the knowing that there is a path, that there is a guide, and that they are not alone. Be strong in your knowing, trust yourself, and go forward without caution, for you are on the right path, you have a guide, and you will never be alone.
I would bless this particular journey for I too am called to come, to be spirit on Earth that I may help to take you beyond what you have ever dreamed possible. May that which you give to one be felt by all, and may the one you give to first be yourself, so that all might feel you and know you as I do.
When we speak of connection or relationship to the “real self,” what is meant? Often beings have a nebulous idea of the real self as something outside of themselves that is a part of them and yet intangible. They can imagine spirit or a self that has come from God but they do not imagine that that spirit is alive and well and residing within their human state of beingness. This is because they have difficulty surpassing the tangible reality of the human personality. They have a relationship to their fears insecurities and inadequacies; they are with them in thought and feeling. They perceive the spirit as perfection and live in the consistent imperfection of their humanness. How could they ever perceive of themselves as perfection when they are constantly faced with their own imperfections? It is a reasonable discourse that has only one answer; their human personality is not who they really are. If one can begin to imagine this as true and ask the question “then who am I?” one can begin a relationship with the real self, a relationship based in love comfort and truth.
The real self, a self that lives in absolute perfection and limitless love and creation can be felt as imaginary until deeper understanding is achieved. What is necessary is that one begins to imagine the existence of another self and the existence of that self becomes personal. Imagine a self that has the knowing of what is right and real in all situations. One that is pure of heart, without fear or anxiety, without worry or comparison. This one does not move in the face of variables regardless of the perceived magnitude of the variable. This one loves and cares for its self at all times. Imagine that this one is You. To be with the self as this one means to spend time with this one in thought and feeling whether real or imagined. This is how the relationship is created; this is connection to the real self.
The basis of this foundation is built on the teachings of two unique, individual systems, the Heart and the Mind. The Heart and the Mind are mirror opposites in every way except one. Although the Heart can infiltrate the Mind system and effectuate change, the Mind can never enter the system of the Heart. The Mind’s only goal is to survive at all costs. The Heart‘s goal is to prevail through the understanding of what is real. The Mind’s foundation is in constant fluctuation because, through contrast or comparison, its reference of self is in direct relationship to all that is outside itself. This renders the foundation weak, at best. The Heart’s reference to self is in direct relationship to its source, securing a foundation that is eternally immovable. Each individual has complete access to both systems and each system creates within itself. Each system is accessed by choice and the choice is made in the realm of understanding. The understanding of what is real comes by the choice to seek to know the self at source.
Hello, again. As always, I am here to bring comfort to the Heart. Comfort comes when at last the Mind rests, retreats, and the Heart is open to feel and hear the calling of the spirit. It is the voice of truth and it will not support the illusions of the Mind. This is good, for if the illusions of the Mind were supported by the Heart, how would you know truth? Discomfort is illusion, for it is a lack of understanding. Time spent in any moment of discomfort brings light unto the illusion. Once illuminated, truth can be found, heard, seen, felt, and understood. The degree to which you understand is the degree to which you have sustained comfort. Thinking brings shallow understanding and brief comfort, but thinking is where it all begins. Do not stop there, for feeling is what brings deep understanding and sustained comfort. This is how you go from shallow to deep, by staying with it when you think you know it. Stay with it until you feel a deeper knowing. It will reveal itself, and when it does, you will know you are there. If you are left with any question such as “Am I there, is this it, is there more?”, then know you are not there, that there is more, and keep going. And all this is only to bring you comfort. What would you rather be doing with your time?
You are here to learn how to be God on Earth. If you are fully engulfed in the reality of Earth, you cannot learn this. If you are fully engulfed in the reality of Heaven, you cannot learn this. One takes what is not real and ignores what is real; the other takes all that is real and bypasses what is not real. The integration occurs when you take all that is not real, see it for what it is, and infuse all that is real into it. For example, if you were born into the Earth reality of victimization and deprivation and become consumed by that reality without acknowledging another reality, you will be a victim of all variables and deprived of the knowing that you are God. Regardless of what happens in the Earth reality, you can have peace, comfort, and understanding because it is your birthright. If you acknowledge ONLY the God force reality and bypass all that occurs on Earth, your knowing will only exist outside the Earth reality not within it, which is not the reason why you came. So the one who is born into the Earth reality of victimization and deprivation goes into that reality to know what is not real about it and why. That knowing allows you to transcend what appears real here and live within this reality with the sight of truth. It is that very truth that allows you to live in comfort.
To one who is born a cripple, you cannot say, “This is your lot, now you must live with it until one day you will die and this shall pass.” How does that give them comfort in the moment, in the reality that is here? You say, “You are God and God deserves to be in comfort. What would bring you comfort in this moment? What do you know about who you are? How can you find peace and understanding about your life here through the knowing of who you are?” And the cripple who comes to understand that they are God, who seeks joy and rests in the comfort of their own Heart, is freer than the one who is healthy and lives in the misery of a life created and lived in deprivation and victimization.
True intimacy comes through feeling, though not physical feeling. It is when the expression of self speaks to another in such a way that it reveals the inner world with great vulnerability and presence and without filters. Intimacy does not hide, or conceal. It does not have thoughts of presentation and if there is a desired outcome it is to feel the pure space of acceptance and non judgment. Intimacy with others comes from the uncensored exposure of the real self via the Heart. It is allowing another to share in the experience of who You are and what You know creating unification.
Intimacy with the self comes from having a personal relationship with one’s own spirit. Spirit’s expression of self on Earth is the most intimate experience that exists.
Choice is one of the greatest gifts you have and exists in every moment. It is the gift of creation, power, and freedom. Choice is the same as free will. You are free to choose what you think and how you feel. The creation of your life is a result of what you do with each and every one of your thoughts and feelings. The Heart takes full responsibility for its decisions. They are made from a place of love and care for the self, for only in loving and caring for the self can you love and care for others. Decisions of the Heart refuse to acquiesce to the Mind, thereby relinquishing it from control. The Mind is often hurt, angry, and self righteous about decisions made in the Heart. The Mind does not want to know it has a choice for how it feels and what it thinks, because to know that means it is responsible for its actions. The Mind's equation is based on others being responsible for its feelings, and so naturally what occurs as a result of those feelings it is not responsible for either. This very lack of responsibility is what relinquishes it from accountability. Either way, to take responsibility for the self or not is still a choice. And that choice creates. And so the question is, are your choices creating a life that brings you comfort, peace, and joy, and if not, what are you choosing instead?